She is...

She is gone. Taylar is gone for ever. And I miss her a lot. Plus I'm going through a whole bunch of other crap. But thanks to Sydnee I think I'm going to make it.

Depression

Depression hurts. Depression hurts emotionally and physically.

Me and Taylar

Me and Taylar are best buds but she leaves to Tennisee on Wednesday. I'm going to miss her very much. Good bye Taylar forever.

Guess What????????

OH MY GOODNESS! Guess who I ran into Sunday night. I ran into Cheyanne Wilson. It was so funny! Well on Sunday there was a fireside for youth conference and it was for 4 stakes that included east stake and north stake. Well it was for all the youth. Me and my friends sat in the very back row. There was a special musical sang by 3 young woman from the east stake. When they were singing the girl on the left seemed familiar. My dad tapped me on the shoulder and asked do you recognize the one on the very left? I gave a guess saying Cheyanne and I was correct. Well I asked my friends if they wanted to come and say hi to an old friend of mine with me. At the end we went up there and I was like so scared to go say hi. My friends had to push me. I kinda just stared at her then she shook my hand and said, " Hi I'm Cheyanne." Then I said Hi I'm Kylea. I think she was taken a back. She took a step back and said," Holy freaking smokes." She didn't know that we still lived in Las Vegas. Then I waited for her to finish talking to Sis. Dolton. She gave me her cell number so now I have to call her. It was so funny how she didn't recognize me tell I said my name. She looks like she is doing really good. She looks incredible! She sang INCREDIBLY well! And her voice and appearance have changed. My guy friend (the same one from the other posts) was there at the fireside and he thinks Cheyanne is HOT!!! I was like really? And he was like yea, he said that she is really attractive. I was like to bad, she is to old for you. It was hilarious!!!! :-) I just laughed! I remember all the fun times me and Cheyanne use to have before I moved. One time she slept over at my house and we were like making jokes I guess and we could not stop laughing! My parents had to come in and tell us to be quite. We had to laugh into our pillows and it still didn't quite our laughs. Yeah those were the times! Now I'm 12 and she is 17 turning 18. She was like a big sister to me. And I was lucky she lived right down the street. LOVE YA CHEYANNE!!!

Disneyland 2008

Disneyland was lots of fun!

Life is...

Life is hard especially when you are in your youth. Why, because everyone cares about everything. Everyone cares about their looks as in weight, posture, and hair. I think that we shouldn't have to care to much. WE should be happy with the way we look. But we have to take care of our bodies we have to treat them like Temples. No one can look the greatest all the time but yet we all try our best. People judge people by their looks instead of whats inside, and whats inside is most important. I have an example: My guy friend likes my bff for whats inside and thats really sweet. He likes her for being kind, caring, smart, and funny. He does think she is very pretty and has the most beautiful blue eyes in the world, but he doesn't just judge her for the outside. I've told him that he is the sweetest guy I've ever meant because on the outside he seems like one of those hard core guys but inside his a soft warm, fuzzy little teddy bear. I can't say anything more because I've already to much. My life is going pretty well. I can't wait to go to the family reunion so I can see all my cousins. At least most of them. I got to go so TTYL (talk to you later).

sorry.......

Sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've just had a lot on my mind. First of all my guy friend is falling for my BFF. Thats who I have been texting. I went to a Valentines Day Dance and it was really fun! There werent any slow dances and I was glad so I didnt feel under pressure. I went to sleepover and that was awesome. Disneyland was even better. I got 2 go on Grizzly rapids and the Haunted Mansion. I got soaking wet on Grizzly Rapids and I was the only 1. The Haunted Mansion was ok the workers were kinda scary but they have to be like that. Now I'm really sad because my friend Taylar is leaving tomarrow. I want to cry but I'm controling it. I'm going to another sleepover tonight except its for the beehives. I'll post a slide of my Disneyland trip later. Bye for now!